Some years ago, when I was active in this forum, I was overwhelmed by the beauty and sensiitivity of Stogie’s post above - it was the photo and the caption ‘old man and his dog’ that really moved me. I remember it for all these years. I knew that there was a thread on the forum here about dogs - but I had forgotten that I had posted on it, as well. I was surprised to see that I had written about Tucker, when I came here to look at Stogie’s post once more.
Tucker passed away last week. It was a long journey together - I had her for about 15 years, and while I see that my post above said she was about 1 year old when I found her, I really never knew.....she was full grown at the time I found her. She was a curious little thing - she innately knew how to catch a ball or frisbee, and bring it back to me. She had a penchant for chasing birds, and would race up to one of my sheds to bark at the pigeons that roosted there. Whenever I was going out, she would get out of her bed, looking at me expectantly, hoping I would take her with me. Little stories pass through my mind as I write this - 15 years of little snapshots or videos, some of which I’d forgotten until now. But mostly I remember that wherever I was, when I looked down, there she was at my feet. I still look down, and it breaks my heart not to see her.
While she was fine this past summer, she began to slow down over the last couple of months. She was completely deaf, and her eyesight was going as well. But I didn’t realize how quickly the end would come. One night, last week, she began to have a seizure in her bed. It was around 11PM, and I rushed her to the vet. She was given an anti-seizure injection, but as the injection would begin to wear off, the seizure would begin again. Fortunately, she was unconscious for all of this, and I had to make the decision to put her to sleep.
In re-reading this, it really doesn’t reflect how empty everything feels right now. But I needed to eulogize her somewhere, so that sometime, I can come back and read this, and be reminded of how once upon a time, my life was graced with a special little dog named Tucker.
